Disleksia Minda Kerana Kau.

Aku hilang kata. Aku hilang jiwa.
Pertemuan itu. Iya, pertemuan itu.
Buat aku gundah. Rasa disleksia dalam minda.

"kita pernah rapat.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kita pernah dekat.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kita pernah bicara dari hati.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kita pernah ketuk kepala kerana gelak sendiri.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        tapi tuh semua dulu.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kita yg dulu dah tiada.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        ada jarak. ada batas. ada halangan.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kita dah jauh.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kita dah renggang.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kita tiada kongsi apa apa.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        kita dah hilang segalanya.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        mana perginya kita?                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        yang byk bjanji dlm rasa?                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        apa aku yg blebihan atau kau mmg tak rasa apa?                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        rekon itu. merdu itu. sosok kekar itu.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         aku mahu tatap dalam dalam.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        biar rasa kehilangan tu hilang dlm kelam.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        perit rasa kat dalam. sbb kau hilang dalam diam.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        pulang. jika kau masih berniat aku tak hilang"

Aku rindu. Rindukan cerita kau dan aku. Kau yg aku jumpa dahulu. Yg bersatu dalam kalbu walau tanpa hubungan padu. Aku rindu.

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